REMEMBER!
that you're loved, you matter, you're valid, don't be too hard on yourself. It's okay to make mistakes. It's okay to feel scared. It's okay to not be scared. Whatever it is that you feel, it's okay to feel them and you're gonna be just alright. There are many people who love you, so I hope you don't do anything that would hurt them or yourself. Focus on yourself first always!! I'm proud of you for whatever you have done. Remember to stay safe, happy, hydrated and healthy.